December 2009
65 posts
“Rejoice although this world will devastate you
And rejoice although this world...”
– Andrew Jackson Jihad
13633.) I miss you, but I know why everyone leaves...
poeticheartache:
(via blogsecret)
I think it’s weird how much older I feel now than I did in the summer.
I think it’s cause I had so much time to myself
Adam and Eve- Ani DiFranco
I want to talk to you
About anything and everything
About nothing and all things
I want to hear you
Whispering secrets
Under and over your skin
I want to know you
Inside and out
Bumps on your body
“But sometimes I’m scared right out of my mind
And sometimes I just get...”
– PAUL
In 2 hours I will have been awake officially for 2 days
“if the mattress was a table top
and the bed sheet was a page
we’d be...”
– ANI
I haven’t slept in two days. I walked home in the snow at 6 in the morning. Now I have to write a paper and do tons of homework.
:[!
“She locks all the doors and turns, says,
“We will always be safe here in...”
– LYDIA
Why can I never sleep :(
“i am a fly on the wall. i call, i call, but you hear nothing at all, at all.
i...”
And, I never pictured it this way. I guess I thought that wedding bells would be ringing, instead of my phone. And I thought that a smile would appear on my face because of your smile, instead of a supressed stress. And, I thought we’d always be together, happily forever. But forever ended the other day, and I had never pictured it that way.
I want to go to bed!
I can’t shut my mind off! Please let me sleep!
“I don’t want to hold my breath as long as you can
I don’t want to...”
– KOLS
I’m aspiring to be something I’m not, and I like it that way. There’s so much to be done in so little time, but I’m in no rush. I could sit up here for hours and stare out at the sky eating the sun, and wishing you were here, but I wont. I could lay out hours later couting the constilations, wishing you were there, but I wouldn’t. I know how deep the ground really...
I’d smile because you’d smile. Not because I was happy. Because you were happy, I smiled. Not the kind where you thought that your face would break. So I’d smile. I’d laugh, smile, hear, and feel. Feel. I could feel. So I smiled
“You have four years to be irresponsible here. Relax. Work is for people with...”
– Tom Petty
I’m not going to let it win anymore.
I want to press. I want to kiss my lips along your lips and send shivers down your spine. I want me on your mind, like you’re on mine. I want to sing, sing you a handwritten song, written by every organ in my body. Flex my mussels with all the cords I can hit, and send shivers down your spine. I want me on your mind, like you’re on mine. Breath the same breaths and cry the same tears....
I will hold you. I will send those shivers up and down your spine. I’ll hold you. But I’m going to tell you, it’s not enough. I’ll stop the world for us. We’ll dance with the Earth beneath us. I’ll contemplate the meaning of life, and convert it into a song. Sing it as fierce and sweet as I can. But, I’m going to tell you, it’s not enough. I have...
I think that the world I scared.
Scared of when we all open our eyes, we don’t find the pieces put together perfectly.
I think that my family is scared.
Scared of one falling down, and not being able to regain where we left off.
I think that my friends are scared.
Scared that the others will pull away, and some won’t come closer.
I know that I’m scared.
Scared of life, and love.
...
I don’t want to be here anymore.
A freezing chill, an evening thrill, a midnight kill on a one dollar bill. You bet it, and you can count on me, under the water or under the sea. Who sees it down the road, like the poison on a toad, like the answer to the code during the kingdoms throne. But I don’t, and I don’t think you could, or should, or even would. You fight them because you cant like them; you stifle them...
I’ve been with the same people for about 9 years. Some more or less. But I don’t know them. They are strangers; I’m a stranger. And I’ll never know them, not all of them. There are too many people in one tight cramped High school. This was an unknown place; I hate unknown places. But I was with known people, so it made it kind of better; all except for the noise. I was...
I’m sinking so far down. I’ll break through the ocean floor there’s concrete on my ankles shackles on my wrists no air to breath freedom to restore so far down but at least I’ve got some goggles.
- I wrote this a while ago, I think it’s kind of cool now.
“Why are you surprised that I miss it, that I try
That I sing myself raw
Every...”
– KOLS
“I don’t want to hold my breath as long as you can
I don’t want to...”
– KOLS